Saturday, March 14, 2009

the dreams of today

Hi. My name's Michelle & I am commitment-ally challenged.

This is characterized by a general tendency to become bored with life, never being able to come to a firm decision, always keeping an eye out for something better to come along, & relationships?...well let's not even go there.

In the past I have picked up & moved across the country because I felt claustrophobic with life. It was an amazing time in my life & I learned a lot about myself...but by the end I was ready for the next chapter to come along. I'm terrified of becoming 'bogged down' & not being able to experience the adventures that may or may not come along.

I'm twenty-four & even though all my friends tell me I'm really not that old I'm not getting any younger! This is the perfect time for me to experience all that life has to offer...& I'm trying to make the most of where I'm at & gain all the experiences I can before I move on. I don't want to live in the land of "what-ifs" I want to make things happen!

Maybe I just haven't found something that holds my interest long enough to keep me from looking the other direction. There's so much potential out there & I'm wanting to find myself some!

For now, I'm going to soak up as much as I can where I'm at & continue to dream...& perhaps maybe this fear of commitment thing will start to work itself out along the way.

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